March 2011
everything
has been going the wrong way lately. I don’t know why or how, but everything is just hellbent on giving me some neurological breakdown for these past 2 weeks. Everything from school to social life. The stress is absolutely astounding.
I wish life had a pause button.
I wish I could sleep for a very long time and not wake up until the spring
And why is chem lab so anal? I don’t...
February 2011
OH NO!!!!!!
I forgot about Leadership Training Day with all this stuff about the chapel concert!!!!! >.<
Now I have to wait until next semester…….
oh poopie……….
GAH!!!!!!!!!!!
Time moves on
and that’s the way. In the end you are just dust and bones.
first gig after high school :D!
I have to say it was rather splendid. And we sounded better than I ever thought we would (myself included, I only practiced once a week b/c science majors are that kewl!). Though the music is stuck in my head and now I am rather annoyed…
We played at the Kirkpatrick Chapel (I think that’s how you spell it?) at College Ave. It felt good playing in an orchestra at a real venue lol Too...
For Libya
“I’m sorry but I don’t want to be an Emperor – that’s not my business – I don’t want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone if possible, Jew, gentile, black man, white. We all want to help one another, human beings are like that.
We all want to live by each other’s happiness, not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is...
I see it in the inbox..........
But I don’t know if it’s even worth reading. You probably just retaliated and called me an ignorant childlike cunt. I had every right to explode and there’s the thought in my head that you might of just called me an ignorant childlike cunt. You’ve probably analyzed my rant by now trying to find sense in my senseless fury so that you can call me an ignorant childlike cunt...
I've been complaining a lot lately, but that's...
Don’t damn me When I speak a piece of my mind ‘Cause silence isn’t golden When I’m holding it inside ‘Cause I’ve been where I have been An I’ve seen what I have seen I put the pen to the paper ‘Cause it’s all a part of me Be it a song or casual conversation To hold my tongue speaks Of quiet reservations Your words once heard They can place you...
You got nothing on me
Nothing at all. I am justified. For all of the shit you’ve put me through last year. I am justified. I have never lied. Never wanted to hurt. Never wanted to think ill of you. I know that piece of literature that you read. I always know my audience. I wanted you to read that. I wanted you to read it so you’d respond. So you’d reached out to me and ask me what the fuck is going...
I guess you are that fickle-headed/self-centered...
Helping thorny flowers grow is like clapping with one hand. Maybe that’s why they die off so frequently, because their capriciousness is so cheap and purely pathetic. At least they are very plentiful, a factor that can possibly make up for their lack of life span. That means, though, that there are lots of you to go around and more than enough to pollute the world with fallacy and...
shhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!
She’s….. not……. single X.X
just.my.luck…………. fantastic…………… :/ ………… this has been happening quite frequently for the past few years….. it’s either that they’re mentally impotent, racist, religious, infected by a strange fetish, a c*nt, or they’re mesmerized by a failed lab...
So apparently I'm playing at the State Theatre...
I’m sorry for bitching guys, but this is how I spend my Friday nights lol…….
God I had a longass week. And it ended off with my brother telling me that I was playing at the State Theater tomorrow. Immeadiately, I said, “What the fuck?”
Honestly, I do not think it’s going to happen. A few hours ago I was taken aback and humbled a little bit. And yes, I was...
aaaaaarrrgggghhhh
Your capriciousness sickens me. It’s rather old news if you want to know the truth. And yes, it’s absolutely pathetic.
new addiction
Idk why, but I’ve been listening to a lot of Johnny Cash lately.
She's awful...
Awful good to look at….. awful nice to be with…. awful sweet to greet and know
“Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it’s better to be absolutely...”
– Marilyn Monroe
YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That’s all I really have to say.
Let down by Gaga?
I don’t know what else to say. I feel a little disappointed. I felt like I’ve heard this song before, which is almost sad, knowing that it’s Lady Gaga we’re talking about. Lyrics are o.k………… and that’s about it. I don’t know whether this song was her idea or not. Back in the past, she shook the fucking world with Poker Face, Papparazzi,...
Because it's true.
If I could, I’d follow her laughter to the moon.
